Poems – McCaela

Birds

We shut our heavy doors on everything

And blue birds fly blindly into windows

On elegant and most delicate wings

Leaving nothing but plumes of indigo

In the wake of our horrid obstructions

The finest of feathers are left behind

A reminder of careless disruption

And so with haste we close all of the blinds

On the blooming magnolias and birds

That flutter in flakes of falling petals

And sweet songs that we only dreamt we heard

On T.V or records much less gentle

Nature suffers by our quite callous hands;

It’s visible on panes where birds have slammed

 

 

Beauty and Starry Skies

I know not of where the flaxen moon lives

Or where the lustrous sun waits for a kiss

But I’m sure radiant skies will outlive

Me and certainly temporary this

 

That stars will still cast shadows with their glow

While faintly they cling to dapple the dawn
With the halo beauty alone bestows

Quite a long while after night has moved on

 

Illuminating lives with endless light

The constellations promise splendor and

A future like lovers bidding goodnight;

Beneath these fading cosmos I still stand

 

Beauty resides in the sky among stars;

What wondrous specks of forever they are

 

 

Ode to New York

I see your appeal like fingers tangled

In my hair that just will not stop pulling

The stars shine out the glass of gray buildings

Leaving all the pavement and world glowing

 

And you breath awe and love in great detail

Like bumping into old friends I forgot

I stand entranced on the thirty fifth street

On the corner of “What if?” and “Why not?”

 

I hear heartbeats as impatient car horns,

A melody unlike  Maine’s safe silence,

Rushed voices sing to your lovely brisk pulse

The air full of elation and sirens

 

The sounds still buzz in the back of my mind

The hum of a thousand lives intertwined

And a hot breeze that whistles by my ears

You are an orchestra of all mankind

 

You’re mesmerizing and you pause for none

You have all the world’s and my attention;

For the city that never sleeps I couldn’t

Dream to capture in just two dimensions

 

 

Love

I’m an open book but you never read

You love like flames engulf  vellum and faith

(On this and not much else we can agree)

 

Give me godlike apathy if you need

You are careless and it’s so enchanting:

I’m an open book but you never read

 

Shared feelings are messy like pens that bleed,

Nothing’s more terrifying than intimacy:

(On this and not much else we can agree)

 

I’d write you as often as faith recedes

And let you kiss me like axes kiss trees:

I’m an open book but you never read

 

You’re the type of muse from which writers feed,

But love is paper cuts and blind worship

(On this and not much else we can agree)

 

You don’t care for novels or any creed

Love is finding faith in an atheist:

I’m an open book but you never read

(On this and not much else we can agree)

 

 

Moths That Land on Cigarettes

 

We are like moths that land on cigarettes

Gullible creatures born to a brief  life

(We all just fade like photograph vignettes)

 

We run from the darkness that we reject

And flock to whatever lights that we find:

We are like moths that land on cigarettes

 

Death isn’t unkind but we cannot accept

That we could end while time remains deathless

(We all just fade like photograph vignettes)

 

Other things consume and that we forget;

Passion kills quicker than indifference:

We are like moths that land on cigarettes

 

Running since fate isn’t very far behind

We create brief wonder and kill our time

(We all just fade like photograph vignettes)

 

Like insects in a soft yellow gas jet,

Burnt out on any bits of hope we find

We are like moths that land on cigarettes

(We all just fade like photograph vignettes)

 

 

Ode On a Hebron Spring

Where once was ice daffodils have risen

Now tulips paint a hilly green canvas

Only this campus could hope to capture

A late Spring and all of  its romances

 

What once was cold is now humid and hot

Warm days return and the sunshine follows

Only Hebron graciously enhances

The blues skies of today and tomorrow

 

Perhaps this is what I will miss the most;

Rolling green hills where wild plant life does bloom,

And clear skies and possibilities stretch far;

A place I did most of my growing too

 

Truths I know

If I were to let go of my glass

It would fall and break;

I know this to be truth

 

If I were to let you go

You’d shatter too;

I also know this truth

 

 

Forest Seeking Fire

I guess there’s not much to be said

Of a forest seeking fire,

Of someone who unpacks quickly

Even though staying isn’t their desire

 

I’m not sure what’s to be said of me;

Of someone that’s all Saturday mornings

And scuffed up dashboards,

Hellbent on aimlessly exploring

 

I’m not sure what’s to be said of me;

Of someone that notoriously leaves on all the lights;

Who thinks the best things happen under trees

And can’t for the life of her be precise

 

I guess there’s something to be said

Of who someone who meant to mean more;

I’m as still as a revolution

But I guess I’ll never be a bore

 

 

Snow Owl

An owl is perched on a telephone pole,

Brilliant white like all the snow that melted;

Perched quietly on the side of the road

Looking out of place and rather helpless

 

People pulled over and lined the long street

To snap a picture of the misplaced bird

That remained unmoved on a calm June day,

Despite all the noises it must have heard

 

It’s pale feathers grew tarnished and sooty

As the humid summer days carried on,

It hadn’t ventured far since I last saw it

and we realized that something must be wrong

 

Calls were made to anyone who cared to

Attempt to catch the illusive snow owl;

Many game wardens and neighbors had tried,

But after a while they threw in the towel

 

On a normal Sunday not long after

Driving home from another day at work

In my leisure passing I caught sight of

A lump of what appeared to be just dirt

 

The snow owl was stiff and crumpled face down

The creature was no longer white at all

Rolled up in a heap of the breakdown lane

Limp and lifeless as a tattered rag doll

 

Like early snowfall it wasn’t meant to last

Stuck in a place it was not meant to stay

Someone tossed the carcass into the marsh;

From our minds this snowflake would surely fade

 

 

 

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